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Ashamed of What I Like.Ashamed of What I Like.

catfairycatfairy1 year agoDiary
This article is not suitable for people under 18.
I'm over 18
Just to warn you lot some subject may be sensitive to some viewers.

I've been collecting for sometime. It's always been a big secret behind closed doors to my friends not my family because well they had to purchase them for me up until the point of my coming to age.

I recently started becoming more open and letting people in my life come into my room and hangout and they see my figures I get the "weird" or "hot, because ur a female collecting that". Those don't really bother me but now I got the comment of its disturbing or I get laughed at. Now that I have Loli figures I may get the pedophile name added to me. It all really bothers me. I am sorry for ranting or whatever. But this is what I like why should I let people tell me what is disturbing? I can laugh at my odd blong Okayama figures or joke about my lolis but sometimes I can't laugh at myself anymore.
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52pt
You are entitled to collect the figures you want - but other people are also entitled to judge you for the figures you have. You'll just have to be more selective of the friends you invite to your room if you don't want people to think your figure of a child exposing herself is paedophilic.
1 year ago
38pt
Well your collection has a lot of lewd figured and some of lolis to boot. Anyone not in the figure circle (and some in the figure circle) will think it's creepy. I don't blame them. If I saw one of my friends with children figures in sexual poses I would question them too. :/ If they make you happy and you like them in a non-creepy way that's fine, but it's not weird for your friends to think certain figures are strange.

When I have friends over I usually move my more revealing figures to the closet, out of sight. Usually just ITEM #14121 ITEM #582 and ITEM #5681
1 year ago
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2pt
KalasRaven (1 year ago) #14718596EurAsianGirl (1 year ago) #14708579
Just because people collect sexual or castoff figures doesn't mean they are sexually attracted to them. I have a bunch of Queen's Blade figures. That anime has a ton of fan service and the figures can all be cast off. Does that mean I'm sexually attracted to the cast made up of 99% women? No. The idea that women who buy loli figures have to find them sexually appealing or have some weird kink to go with it is ridiculous.

THIS, over and over again. I’m kind of disappointed to see fewer upvotes on these comments and more on the “yep, you’re a little screwed up” comments.

Keep the lolis where no one else has to see them and live your life the way you want.
1 year ago
3pt
I don't know what age play is? I am fairly young myself but I mean to each their own I guess? When I look at lolis I guess I look at them like I look at my older women figures. I just think of them as women who just don't have curves etc. To me they are not kinks or anything really. They are just what I like I guess. I don't like to think of people as kinks especially gender and especially people or their ages.
1 year ago
14pt
EurAsianGirl (1 year ago) #14708579

I can't believe this is happening again. How many times do the users on MFC have to tell you that this isn't a kink site? Also now saying you suspect that sollxcaptor is a closeted age player is really out of line. If she is or isn't is really none of your business. The amount of matter of factness that you wrote that OP and sollu may be closeted and into age play is disturbing and worrisome.

Just because people collect sexual or castoff figures doesn't mean they are sexually attracted to them. I have a bunch of Queen's Blade figures. That anime has a ton of fan service and the figures can all be cast off. Does that mean I'm sexually attracted to the cast made up of 99% women? No. The idea that women who buy loli figures have to find them sexually appealing or have some weird kink to go with it is ridiculous. If you want to talk about this go to a kink site NOT a figure site.
1 year ago
11pt
EurAsianGirl (1 year ago) #14708195
It's not kink related, it's not sexual, honestly if the only thing on your mind when looking at artwork is sex then maybe you should open your mind a little. I like lolis because they are cute, they're the cutest form of anime girl to me and they make me smile, I think nude/18+ lolis are pleasant to look at as art and to be honest sculpted lolis just look like petite females to me, they rarely have true childrens proportions but instead long legs, wide hips etc so I don't actually think 'children' when I look at them.
I'm not collecting them for kink reasons at all, I buy figures and I put them up in my room on display and look at them because I like the way they look, like most people on this site.

Stop trying to diagnose me as 'closeted' or hiding anything from here, it's actually pretty rude and patronising. Figures aren't sexual to me, they're artwork.
Personally I don't understand YOUR logic of buying expensive figures, locking them away and involving them in sexual acts, I won't criticise it but I think that's far more absurd than buying a figurine and simply displaying it because you like the way it looks.


Yanderechii (1 year ago) #14717109
Some people like the aesthetic of petite bodies, small breasts etc because it looks cute, not because they want to jam their dick-pussy in it, good lord.

Gonna cut this reply but you really got it spot on, better than I could so I didn't say much more. Quoted the part that's most relevant to my reasoning though since you said you didn't like lolis therefore couldn't speak on my behalf but you got it. I like the way they look, it's about as simple as that.
1 year ago
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EurAsianGirl (1 year ago) #14708195
I have read both your responses to me and Solluxcaptor and I'm honestly not sure if you are legit or just trolling atm but I'll try my best to respond as civilly as possible.. Your analogy is a bit baffling and destructive to say the least. I'll speak for myself since I don't like lolis personally so my comment may differ from Solux.

First, This is my figure collection, not my fetish collection.
Vast majority of Native and Alphamax figures are original characters, I don't know them nor do you, do I need to be turned on to appreciate them? not at all, it's a pretty figure, I like it. I and many others aren't here to frick frack with the plastic y'know. Here's a list of original characters made by various compagnies which most are 18+ search.php?orig... I like the female body, do I need to be attracted sexually to it to appreciate it ? no. I like the figure, that's all. Don't you dare give me that repressed bullshit neighter. Both women and men used to have naked statues back in the good ol' days, was everyone bi? highly doubt it. Some still have naked child peeing fountains, are they pedophiles? no. like I said, no need to be sexually attracted to it to appreciate it. You are most likely one of the only person here with the kink, well at least person who collects because of that. In my 1 year+ as a user here, I have read MANY comments and MANY blog, forum posts and never have I seen someone like you, even in the archives of 1+ to 6 years old comments.

in your second comment you stated ''I don't get that personally'' exactly, you are not like the vast majority of collectors here (which is ok don't get me wrong). But everything in life isn't just sexual, OP stated she doesn't want the pedophile name attached to her which would, with a bit of logic mean she's not attracted to children (obviously) and most likely not attracted to her loli figures. Some people like the aesthetic of petite bodies, small breasts etc because it looks cute, not because they want to jam their dick-pussy in it, good lord.ITEM #269746 is one of my all time favourite figures, and she's a 18+ female shaped lump of plastic, plastic /= flesh. As I said in my older post, I like gore. Does it have to do with anything sexual? no. Am I a repressed murdered, by your logic? hem.. NO.

You also said figures are mass produced like ''any other sex toy'' If you took a minute to look into figures, you'd know they're not, figures are a niche market.. why do you think some of them hike in price after release? there's a number of factors but I won't get into it today, go read some blog posts about how they make figures and whatnot if you want.

Aniway, live in your own little world of delusions if you want but don't assume everyone else lives in it too.
1 year ago
0pt
solluxcaptor (1 year ago) #14702033Honestly I don't want to be rude but I think you're likely the only person on this entire site who collects figures for that purpose. You can do what you like, but don't assume others are the same, and I don't see why you need to go pushing it into everyone's face where it's irrelevant because this isn't a fetish website.
Most people collect figures because they like looking at them and nothing more, I like lewd lolis because I think they look nice to me, and I'm straight and I hate kids irl. Figures are just like sculpted artwork, you don't need to get off to it to enjoy it.


I don't get that personally... Why purchase an explicitly sexual image depicting a controversial subject if there's absolutely NO sexual motive behind it? I can understand if it's expressing your love for a fandom/character that has few figures but buying every lewd loli figure out there just based on the merit that it's a "Work of Art?" How is it anyway a work of Art when it's really just like any other mass-produced porn or sex toy? Actual works of Art on such a subject usually have critical critique and commentary to go along with the subject matter at hand such as the book Lolita. I'll be the first to admit that lewd loli figures are usually pretty tasteless and are just their to be eye-candy, not commentary on the subject.

So again I ask you: Why else would someone buy an explicitly sexual figure of such a controversial topic if not for a sexual reason? I kinda get the feeling like people are just afraid to *own* their motives and thus just try to come up with about a bazillion other justifications (bizarre ones at that!)as to why they're buying such a thing on such a topic in order to lie to themselves.

The fact that you yourself state you're straight yet still collect such figures makes me think you might be a closeted Little or hiding a kinky side. To which I say: Don't be ashamed, come join the darkside we've got cuteness, paddles and chains! ;) Embrace your inner freak and repressed sexuality and don't let society dictate or make you feel bad about your kinks, they're healthy I assure you!

Anyways again the reason I highly suspect that you're hiding a Little side is because it just doesn't make sense for a straight girl to buy and seek out lewd loli figures if they're not even of her favorite characters/series. I mean these are figures aimed at misogynistic neckbeards meant to get them off, what could any straight, self-respecting woman (i.e doesn't have internalized misogyny) want with a lewd figure of a little girl if not cause they have a hidden kink?
1 year ago
0pt
Yanderechii (1 year ago) #14701487EurAsianGirl (1 year ago) #14694556 Dude, no need to be gay/bi to like lewd female figures.. Pretty sure I like guys yet I have a few cast-off and vast majority of My collection is female. Figures for most of us aren't a sexual thing.. It's just aesthetically pleasing, it's art and we like to look at it, admire it. Plus, male figures are Far more scarce and boring In comparison aniway.

It depends, are you collecting these lewd figures because they're figures of your favorite characters/series? If that's the case then yeah I agree, the collecting isn't for a sexual reason however OP seemed to imply that they DON'T collect figures of their fave characters and just of any random lewd loli they can find, hence my suspicion that she's actually sexually attracted to them or is collecting them for Little/Ageplay reasons like me.
1 year ago
14pt
EurAsianGirl (1 year ago) #14694556Are you by any chance a Little/Ageplayer as well? Reason I ask is because that's really the only logical explanation as to why a woman would collect figures of lewd lolis (Unless they're bisexual, but I'm heteroflexible so unfortunately if that's the case I wouldn't be able to help you there lol)
If you collect lewd lolis for the same reason as me and are worried about judgement from your friends/family, just do what I do: Don't display your figures, keep them somewhere hidden in your room or maybe in some type of "toy chest." Again if you collect them for use in your kink then there's really no need to display them anyways. That's what I do, I keep them in boxes in my room and am only going to bring them out for "playtime" once I get a Daddy/Dom. So far thanks to that people like my parents don't know anything about what I collect as they've never seen it, so I don't have to deal with the weird questions.

Honestly I don't want to be rude but I think you're likely the only person on this entire site who collects figures for that purpose. You can do what you like, but don't assume others are the same, and I don't see why you need to go pushing it into everyone's face where it's irrelevant because this isn't a fetish website.
Most people collect figures because they like looking at them and nothing more, I like lewd lolis because I think they look nice to me, and I'm straight and I hate kids irl. Figures are just like sculpted artwork, you don't need to get off to it to enjoy it.
1 year ago
14pt
EurAsianGirl (1 year ago) #14694556 Dude, no need to be gay/bi to like lewd female figures.. Pretty sure I like guys yet I have a few cast-off and vast majority of My collection is female. Figures for most of us aren't a sexual thing.. It's just aesthetically pleasing, it's art and we like to look at it, admire it. Plus, male figures are Far more scarce and boring In comparison aniway.
1 year ago
0pt
Embrace your inner pervert! :P

View spoilerHide spoilerIn the end nobody can choose what makes you happy, its up to you to decide what makes you happy and if your friends arent willing to accept you for who you are then they were never really your friends to begin with, my closest friends all know about all my perverted figures and encourage me; some of them even are eager to hear about what new figures I picked up recently or what figures are coming out.
1 year ago
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